A World at War

Childs Vision

A Childhood Nightmare

As a small child I recall being terrified of the possibility of a 3rd Word War breaking out. I had a regular nightmare of air raids with wounded enemy soldiers knocking at the door of our home for refuge equally as afraid as I was. Air raids I judged were the scariest form of war for they came unexpectedly and there seemed to be nowhere to hide from them – and for the fighter pilots too as death seemed more predictable if a plane was hit than if a foot soldier shot or a boat sunk. Yet in all my fear-filled childhood nightmares no-one ever attacked or injured me.

Childhood fears

Fear is a double edged sword

Then on top of my nightmares I was confronted with Newspaper headline that stated the 3rd world War was imminent because of problems in Cuba. As a small child this terrified me. I discovered this newspaper headline at school  – my parents never shared any disturbing news with  me which back then allowed me to envisage horrific possibilities – I was sure I was going to die a very brutal painful death and very soon.  I was convinced that there was no way I would ever get to enjoy even my teenage years before I died!

‘Yeah!’ to media sensationalism and how is can scar children – a touch of sarcasm there! And also a little ‘Yeah!’ for parents trying to shield children from the reality of life, because trust me, what a child can imagine is generally far worse and more scary than the truth!

A Seed of Fear

News reports increase fear

As I look back at those childhood memories I realize that fear was the only thing that ever hurt me or caused me any anguish or despair, and quite honestly that same truth, many ears on still applies today.  I learned very early in my life only to believe half of what I read in newspapers and I also learned that I never had to see a nightmare through to the end – that I could somehow wake myself up  and rid myself of fear knowing that I was safe and alive and ready to start a new day!

We all experience nightmares and we always will but nightmares aren’t designed to cause us fear: nightmares are designed to teach us to wake up and realize the futility of fear! Fear is the source of every war-like or terrorist act. So unless we choose to ‘wake –up’ in our day to day living in the very same way we so easily can from a sleep induced nightmare we will constantly  live in some larger than balanced degree of fear.  Consequently the more we live in fear the more we discover in life to fear and so our day to day lives can’t help but become an ever increasing hellish nightmare!

The Power of Peace

Peace Can Be – It’s Up to You & Me

As I look at the world around I seriously consider that we are now in fact living the long predicted 3rd World War that I feared so greatly as a child. Our 3rd World War is setting a war precedence in that it is not country against country war; it is much worse! The war many are presently living is one between local governing authorities and their people and another where people are fighting each other within their countries.

These types of war born of greed and a need to be right I consider to be the most hellish destructive unnecessary wars of all time. Those who choose not to wake-up from this self-created human nightmare can’t help but be destroyed in this warring atmosphere. However those who choose to wake-up will move to more peaceful unified higher ground where life will begin anew.  Planet earth will always survive but it’s up to each of us one by one to choose to survive with her or not!

Peace is My Prayer
Kerry Guy©

A Better World is at Hand

Utopia Awaits

ENERGY: The Great Unseen that powers all that is seen!

Some years back simply hearing the word ‘EnerGy’ in conversations terrorized me making me want to run from any room in which it was spoken – but of course I didn’t for that would have shown my complete ignorance of the exact meaning of ‘EnerGy’ in the context in which it was being used!

Hearing that ‘EnerGy’ word always had the same aggravating affect on me as an elusive prickle in an under garment!

Energy  Essence Heals

EnerGy is Life – No EnerGy = No Life

At that time in my life I could no more have publicly questioned a deeper meaning of ‘EnerGy’ than I could have publicly removed a prickle from my undergarment, for both acts would have brought me immense embarrassment and shame!

Many assumed ‘Enlightened Guru’ style teachers bandied the word ‘EnerGy’ around  in what I then considered to be such a superior condescending manner that I daren’t give them the satisfaction of knowing that I had no idea what they were talking about! Of course I’d heard of EnerGy – every one has! I studied physics at school and I new when I was tired that my EnerGy was depleted but they weren’t talking about EnerGy that way!

Suffering from what could only be an inferiority complex I preferred to see these Enlightened Gurus – as I sarcastically labelled them – as closed teachers; that is teachers who wanted to hold onto there secrets rather than share them enabling others to also become Enlightened Gurus! I now laugh at how in fear and low self esteem I allowed myself to believe that these wonderful teachers were being elusive about  EnerGy as they understood it. I preferred to believe they that their belief was that only ‘the chosen few’ of whom they were a part could ever hope to understand  EnerGy beyond its obvious way of being understood! Oh how the fear deludes and cripples us when we allow it to!

Energy is Life

EnerGy Eternally connects us to all that is because EnerGy Eternally is all that is!

In the presence of those more spiritually aware than myself  I felt so ignorant- so dumb! I shouldn’t have I know, because for every person who hopes to learn more in life there has to be a teacher who knows more than they do!  Teachers serve students and students serve teachers , for there would be no need for one without the other -that’ s just how it has to be and exactly how it is! And I wasn’t alone none – of us ever are in our life searches many people are always on our ‘Meaning of Life’ discovery journeys with us!

EnerGy, it seemed had to play a big part in my Meaning  of Life’ journey of exploration and that initially bothered me greatly as I couldn’t even  get a hint of a more profound understanding of EnerGy. The dictionary defines EnerGy as -a power- a force – and as vigor and this I understood perfectly through an educated conditioned belief  -but I sensed there was more, and I further sensed that even though I was intimidated by those whom I had then unkindly labelled  ‘Enlightened Gurus’, that if I remained connected with them that I couldn’t help but eventually reach a greater understanding of Life Energy – Life Power – Life Force – and Life Vigor!

EnerGy is an Eternal Life Flow

EnerGy is an Eternal Life Flow

I knew that EnerGy was real even though I couldn’t see it and then finally after staying in the light of the Enlightened ones whose EnerGy conversations no longer bothered me  I came to realise that understanding EnerGy was a vital foundational spiritual undergarment that I  should at all times be wearing! The outer layers of life which once in unawareness had irritated  my questioning spirit no longer bothered me in the same way that nylon fabric does not irritate my body when worn with a comfortable fitting prickle free undergarment

However to have disclosed back then how little I knew of ‘EnerGy’ would have then left me feeling completely naked and vulnerable! I naively assumed that admitting my lack of understanding of EnerGy would have  left me open for potential scorn and ridicule which would have devastated me as I had faced so much of that as a lonely over-weight child!

In the context I now understand EnerGy I recognise that the untreated EnerGy of childhood wounds stays with us throughout our adult life unless we then choose to deal with it. If we choose to deny the need to heal these  EnerGy wounds in adulthood then they will most assuredly accompany us in death which means instead of dying lightly and freely we die a little heavy and somewhat imprisoned!!

EnerGy Life Flow

As EnerGy Flows EnerGy Grows

EnerGy understanding was tough learning exercise for me because I had been an ‘A’ school student which primarily made it very difficult for me to ask questions as ‘A’ students generally have most of the answers! Grasping the meaning of  EnerGy to help me  learn more about life required a completely new style of learning which meant that in this learning experience that all my academic study was irrelevant ! Life I was quickly discovering was indeed multidimensional and it further seemed that the dimension I seeking to better comprehend were unseen. Trusting in the unseen I knew required faith and the word faith led me directly to the word God!

Now I saw a plausible connection between God and EnerGy! As I pondered this connection I realised that the discomfort I had experienced as an adult when in the presence of conversations where the word ‘EnerGy’ kept appearing was exactly the same type of discomfort that I had experienced as  child while being spoken to about God! 

                                            Could this be a coincidence or are God and EnerGy ONE?

God Essence

EnerGy Knows No Borders – We are All Connected God Essence Sons and Daughters

I now believe without a doubt that God and Energy are synonymous – Both are Unseen – Both source Creation -Both are Forces of Power- Both give us Vigor – Both are accessed through Faith -Both require endless exploration by we humans in order to best live our life potential – Both gift us the ability to manifest our ever life Dream  -Both are Abundant -Both are Silent- and Both are Eternal and Ever Present. Yes I now truly believe that EnerGy is the Essence of God! It wasn’t until recently when I intuitively began writing the EnerGy with a capital E and G that I decoded the message that this  was sending – The capital E and G represent the Essence of God within EnerGy!

Will I ever fully understand EnerGy? I doubt it -no more than I will ever fully understand God. But now that I understand EnerGy as the Power Force of God I am much more comforted to go with the flow of the EnerGy of Life, and  I am much more willing to be Patient and Accepting of life while Trusting completely that the EnerGy of Life will always keep me safe and on track while I’m on earth and that EnerGy will eventually fly me in my form of God Essence the source on my being!

Kerry Guy ©

The The Celestine Prophecy – the book really opened me up to better understanding EnerGy. I also thoroughly enjoyed the movie.

Life Tree Climber or Life Tree Shelterer?

Metaphorically speaking do you consider yourself predominantly a Tree Climber or Tree Shelterer? 

As always prior to writing any of my blogs or poetry an unexpected thought pops into my head taunting me until I explore it further. This blog is no exception.

I was thinking about someone I have known for several  years who, as much as their talk convincingly says that they want to change the way they walk in life, their actual life walk indicates the complete opposite! Their talk talks of change but their walk walks  a repetitive pattern.

Their talk of change hoping to deliver a more financially rewarding and personally fulfilling life is always extremely convincing but unfortunately is also part of their recurring pattern! I believe that they sincerely do want to climb a challenging life tree to gain a higher more expansive view of life – and I know that they do take intentional powerful strides towards the trees they hope to climb – but  then in fear of failure and immense self doubt they simply give up!

Instead of taking on the challenge of their envisaged climbs they simply shelter in security at the base of the tree or in other words in their old safety zone of familiarity- instead of taking on the challenge of the climb which would instil in them a heightened sense of self-esteem together with a  a whole new exciting view of life!
Not being able to break ‘stuck’ patterns really is a killer! It slowly kills one’s spirit for life which I consider could be classified  as  a form of soul suicide!

Initial Tree Climbs Don't Have to Be Huge -Tree Climbs Can Grow Over Time Just the Way a Tree Does!

Then I had to ask myself  a few immediate questions:-

  • Was I a Life Tree Climber or a Life Tree Shelterer?
  • Was I seeing this non-serving pattern in another as a mirror reflection of a non-serving pattern of my own?
  • Or was I actually a little of both?

With the right motivation coupled with sense of belief all Life Tree Climbs are possible!

The answers to these three questions all flowed into one collective answer that was a definite yes to the third question- I am a little of both.

Since I was a kid I have loved climbing trees and I still jump at every opportunity I have to climb a tree. My inner child always breaks free in the close vicinity of a tree. I love sitting high in the branches and looking at life from this secluded lone place in a new way. After a successful tree climb I always feel rejuvenated.

I will always attempt a climb but sometimes a tree sort of looks down at me from its higher branches and laughing say ‘No way can you climb all of me!’- and it proves to be right because I let it be right. I let the seed of doubt the tree offers me grow into reality and I give up!
However I do generally give my every attempted life tree climb my best shot, and sometimes I make it all the way to the top while  other times I only make it part way- but there are times I must confess when I don’t even attempt the climb – when I don’t even put one foot on the trunk of the tree in an effort to make the climb.
Sadly I do sometimes turn my back on a Life Tree that I should climb as I allow fear as self doubt to cripple any heightening movement within me!

I then simply sit at the base of the tree leaning on the strength of the it’s trunk and shelter under its embracing branches as I ponder the cause of my spirit’s paralysis! Often I am gifted an epiphany as I shelter in the caressing safety of the tree, but sometimes I’m not – sometimes my frustration builds and I simply get overly angry with myself for not trying.

Yet somewhere inside of me I do always know that any unsuccessful or failed attempt to climb only helps serve to make me  more determined on my next climb!

Do I have any ‘stuck’  Life Tree Sheltering patterns I need to deal with in my life? Of course I do or else I wouldn’t have been drawn to look at the ‘stuck’ patterns of another! Do I need to disclose what those patterns are here or face to face to others? No- but of course that’s a personal choice. Knowing me I will probably share my feelings with another or maybe I will simply go and sit meditatively under a tree expecting and epiphany of  how I am to break this annoying semi-crippling ‘stuck’ life pattern I still habour!

Trees can be a TREE-mendous source of inspiratrion.

Kids instinctively love to climb trees. Kids are eager to see as much of life as possible! Kids know that to see more of life they need to be higher. And kids aren’t afraid to climb to any height until adults tell them there is fear involved in every climb – and that some climbs are just too dangerous to even attempt and forbid kids from making climbs that kids were  unafraid to take!

The ‘fear and self doubt’  seed has then been planted and it slowly noxiously grows until in adulthood many of the  natural life serving instincts we as children honoured die – smothered by the choking weed of fear!

Kids just know the best way to live and grow!

Animals trust trees! Wild animals know trees offer vantage points of safety!  Trees branches feed and shelter animals!

Without Fear There is Nothing to Fear!

The worth of  Climbing Challenging Life Trees is incredible but we all learn at different rates in life – and we all Life Climb or don’t Life Climb in different ways.
One thing is for sure in life and that is that our differences serve us all. Without differences life would be boring and who would we teach and from whom would we learn!
As I previously said I love Climbing Live Trees and I do more often than not attempt to Climb Life Challenging Trees put in my Life Path but whatever I do – and whatever you do,  we do all avail ourselves to invaluable life learning lessons throughout our lives!
Life Lessons don’t always need to be expansive and these less expansive lessons can be  gained beneath the shelter of a tree – but some Life Lessons do require a climb to be made to the very top of the tree!

Life IS Filled with Limitless in-TREE-guing TREE-mendous Possibilities! And we each house TREE-mendous Life Potential!

Kerry Guy©

Life Tree Climbing or Life Tree Sheltering is a Choice!

Apolgy to Women From Men – My thoughts!!!!

The following is my response to a youtube video I saw where men apologised to women many things.

I am not saying that I am right or wrong  or that the men in the video are right or wrong for there is no right or wrong in life but rather endless limitless possibilities of states of being!

All I am saying in this note is that this is how I felt as I partially watched the video for I truly couldn’t watch it to the very end for to me it didn’t feel necessary…that we women had some personal apolgising to do too as do men to themselves for some of the present undesirable labels and pressure  they now live with and under!

When I am Balanced Nothing or No-one can Challenge my Perfection of Being...


My response may be seen by some as provocative for collectively women do seem over time to have been handed a rough deal collectively by men – But have they really??? There are always two sides to ever coin!

My response to ‘An Apology from Men’……

# I have to ask if there is there an equal opposite apology for men … for we all do do unto ourselves that which we feel they do unto us…we are only ever treated as we allow ourselves to be treated… I am a woman and once I would have loved to have heard these apologies from men directed to me and other women but now I realise that I have to make these apologies to myself for it was my own  masculine energy out of balance that wronged me or rather offered my feminine countless opportunities to step into her full power in balance with her equal opposite masculinity…

I apologise to myself and to every other person I may have wounded in my out of balance state of being…

I still swing in and out of balance and will continue to do so because that is just the way life is- so my apology is ongoing!


Every day numerous thoughts I ponder as I gaze into life's vast blue yonder...





Does the question ‘Can we clearly define individual intelligence’ present us with a conundrum?

Frustration is a word I’ve heard used by many to describe their feelings when trying to explain new concepts to others only to have them either not UNderstood or totally misUNderstood.
I suspect the real source of the frustration one encounters in these situations lays in the fact that they lack the intelligence to be clearly UNderstood – and therefore it is much easier to label the UNinformed as UNintelligent  rather than the self as UNable to exhibit enough intelligent to be UNderstood!

Many of us I am very sure have experienced this frustration and questioned our intelligence as we’ve struggled to make ourselves understood. As I initially stated – None of us are UNintelligent we are merely UNinformed  and just need to seek out optional ways to be UNderstood.

This topic is quite serious and effects all of us but I prefer to present my feelings more fully in the less serious way of poetic rhyme.


Who is dumb and who is smart

Defining this is a piece of art

One in which I want no part

In case I unfairly wound a heart

None of us can be classed as dumb

This should be a recognized rule of thumb

That can never by anyone be undone

As we live together under God’s one sun

Yes some of us may be UNinformed

And for this we may by many be scorned

But attention you scorners please be warned

For I want you now to be very clearly informed

The reason that to you some of us seem unintelligent and dumb

Causing you headaches that leave you frustrated and numb

Is one that will probably leave you feeling ashamed and glum

And stop you beating your loud superiority complex drum

U and N are all it takes

To settle life intelligence stakes

So let there be no mistakes

About that which it takes

To reverse intelligent and UN-intilligent label plates

On each of our private personality gates!

When an informed person knows not how to clearly inform a less informed other

Could this then not define him as UNintelligent rather than his UNinformed brother

MisUNderstandings are something to be more deeply explored in order to discover

That none of us on earth are decisively any more intelligent than any living other

We are all here on Mother Earth as teachers and students to each other

We are all sparks of God’s intelligence that no-one has the right to smother

So to dare to look to another assuming he or she is less intelligent than thee

Leaves me in a state of confusion as to who the smart and dumb ones actually be!

Yes most definitely ‘Who is Dumb and Who is Smart’

Is frequently a malicious sculpted piece of art

In which I want absolutely no included part

In case I unfairly wound a perfectly intelligent God Spark!



And finally….

When I consider the question of who is and who isn’t intelligent I am reminded of a very similar conundrum concerning who RICH and who is POOR.

Is the one offering the Riches really the RICH one or the POOR one? For the assumed POOR one offers the one with the material and monetary Riches an invaluable life lesson that monetary riches can never buy!

Life is amazing there is always something to ponder and always more to learn!




How when we are all sons and daughters of ONE creator can we not consider ourselves as members of the ONE FAMILY OF LIFE?

How if we accept the ONE FAMILY OF LIFE concept as truth, can we turn our  backs on the unnecessary sufferings of so many of our fellow family members on earth today?

How can we possibly ever show indifference to any other of our fellowmen rather than embracing them as direct members of our ONE FAMILY OF LIFE?

How can any of us not consider ourselves in some energetic way partially responsible for the life paths walked by another in our ONE FAMILY OF LIFE whether they be deemed favourable or unfavourable?

Throughout our world today so many are lonely, homeless, hungry, addicted, committing crimes, hating, resenting and basically spitting on life itself!

Why is this?

And how can so many of the masses turn a blind eye to this huge plea for help?

Its well noted that a naughty disobedient child acts as it does as a cry for help and attention

If helpful attention is not given to a child the same needs for attention and behavioural traits will accompany that child into adulthood with increased severity.

Many of us today consider that the core of our adult pains and struggles lay in our family upbringing – but is this fair? Can we really focus sole blame on our two birth parents in a world where energetically we are ONE FAMILY OF LIFE?

The older I grow the more I question life and its infinite possibilities. And the more I trust life to answer my questions the more I sense that we are all responsible in some way for the lives we all live both  individually and as one combined human race!

Maybe from a Higher Understanding our birth parents were supposed to in some way – as we call it ‘Let us Down ‘  in order for us to realise that we are in fact ONE FAMILY OF LIFE and that we ourselves could be held equally responsible for feeling let down in life for not having sought out help firstly directly from our Creator – and then from our extended family which is huge!

Not only is our extended family huge but it is multi-cultural and therefore has countless takes on the same life situation – which cements my belief that in life there are in limitless possibilities most of which should not be labelled as clearly wrong or right! Every life choice leads to a result which is seen as either favourable or unfavourable depending on personal or cultural opinion. This thought leads to many more possibilities which for now are not related to the topic at hand which is ONE FAMILY OF LIFE.

On this subject I truly believe is that we are ONE UNIFIED FAMILY and that we are here to love, help and support each other throughout life in whatever role is required at any given time – whether that  role be one of energetic mother, father, sister brother, uncle , aunt, cousin son, daughter or even family friend!

Maybe, just maybe if enough of us wholeheartedly support as THE ONE FAMILY OF LIFE concept we can help not only alleviate loneliness, hunger, homelessness but also the need for prisons, rehabilitation centers, institutions for the mentally challenged as we reshape our world in to one of Peace Love Understanding and Acceptance  through which do truly grow into the ONE UNIFIED FAMILY of LIFE!


Mawaddah – A Vision of HOPE can be studied on facebook. Mawaddah is a concept through which family environments can be created for those in our world who feel isolated, lost and alone.   Mawaddah is a Community Service and Outreach Centre designed to integrate the elderly in need of care together with homeless women, and orphaned children in a shared loving supportive family atmosphere.