Mother Earth Deserves Our Apology

APOLOGY TO MOTHER EARTH

Apology to Mother Earth

Mother Earth I feel the need to openly apologize to you
For all the thoughtless acts and cruel suffering humanity puts you through
You are graciously abundant and do your best to supply humanity’s every need
But your abundance is diminishing because of power hungry materialistic greed
I could list all the atrocities that for the sake of money and power you daily endure
But listing these shameful acts will not invoke acts of compassion leading to a cure
Instead it would insight added anger aggression and hate
Which of course would increase your present suffering state
Mother Earth I here and now sincerely apologize to you
For all we as ONE have unthinkingly put you through
You are our ONE Home and you always give us your best
You are the ONE shelter where we All commune and rest
You feed and clothes us with your incredible natural resources
You nourish us with with fantastic enlivening fresh water courses
Oh Mother Earth your are our amazing irreplaceable home and treasure
I’m so sorry Mother Earth that for so long we have overlooked your true measure
Kerrie Guy ©
9-01-2012

 

Good Intentions Meet Suspicion – or Candidates or Spies?

How often do good your intentions meet suspicion?

Never – Ocassionally – Always!

Good Intentions

Q: Why are good intentions greeted this way?

A: I suspect people only see others as they know themselves!

Q: How does it make us feel when we are suspected of housing ulterior motifs?

A: I can only speak for myself but suspect others feel the same.
Initially I feel offended but then I am grateful for the revelation.
Revelations such as this are escape avenues from a potentially
unpleasant challenging situations and possible unpleasant
confrontations.

Good intention quote

This subject is fresh in my mind as my well-meaning friend and I offered out services to a new local kindergarten in Cairo only to be treated with utmost suspicion after sending introductory emails to the kindergarten in question. Normally I would simply dust off behavior such as we received from this establishment – which for obvious reasons will remain nameless, but because kindergartens guide and shape our young children’s minds I felt compelled to speak out about this incident.

I personally have worked as a teacher, teacher supervisor and principal in both kindergartens and primary schools. I love working with kids because as well as continually inspiring me they also keep the kid in me alive. I love adding new flavors to teaching and inspiring kids about life while  building their self-confidence. My friend once worked for me and she is one of the most gifted talented effective loved teachers I know. We both interact  with children from the heart and sent emails from our hearts to this new kindergarten.

However until an employer meets a possible employee I know that he or she cannot possibly assume to know how competent or incompetent a prospective employee is. I did many interviews myself throughout my career and so can vouch for this. Of course no-one could know our value until they met us so I had no problem with normal suspicions about our abilities until were met.Seeds of the future

Both my friend and I were only looking for casual work simply to help the kids as we both realize how important the kindergarten stage of education is. All we wanted to do was help as we both see older kids struggling with their school lessons  due to a weak foundation in English and life understandings. The seeds a good teacher plants in small children grow and remain with them throughout their lives – we all know this from personal experience.

Suspicion grew toward us because we wanted to know the address of the kindergarten before committing ourselves to any work connection with the establishment. The address to this very day remains a secret ???!!!???

My initial introductory email which was sent over a month ago had received no reply and so I simply dismissed the entire issue even though a non-response showed bad business etiquette! However my friend who also had not received a response to her email and is as equally as passionate about helping young children as I am, and a little more stubborn than I decided  to send  a second email on behalf of both of us asking once again for the address of the kindergarten.

This time she received a response offering a phone number contact plus requesting a CV from me before a meeting could be arranged, however unbeknown to the sender he had also included an email that had passed between himself and a fellow administrator which revealed the true nature of both administrators.

Here is that internal email which found its way to us ……

What do you think? Spies or possible candidates?

Kerry did contact us however it never made sense to reply. (I am Kerry)
trust is a must
My friend and I were flabbergasted – SPIES?????? Of course neither of us wish to work at this establishment as we both feel so very strongly that suspicious attitudes such as this are not at all suitable role models for children, and neither are they worthy of building a solid foundation for a credible business.

Children trust and love people so openly. Children don’t become suspicious in life until they are let down and learn to mistrust others exactly as the administrators of this kindergarten do. I’m sure these administrators were once trusting as children who were let down and this is very sad.

One day I pray that this cylic form of suspicion ends and that good intentions are more readily recognized but as my answer states to the first question of this piece; ‘I suspect people only see others as they know themselves!’ This means that to be the moral and ethical role models we hope to be for our children that we adults have got a lot more personal work to do!
I have always believed that the truth always reveals itself and the mistakenly sent email to my friend most certainly showed this to be correct.
Oh, and by the way the sender of the ‘spy suspecting email who felt it made no sense to reply to my email’ did receive a responding email that should awaken him to the cost of his carelessnees and unfounded suspicions.Parents always please take care who you leave you kids with. Caring for kids means a heck of a lot more than just feeding them and making sure they bet the the bathroom as often as necessary. Every Kid Care Person is a role model and as I said the seed planted in young children remain with them a life time.
kindergarten kids

by
Kerry Guy
Soulfulsayer

TRUST- Why is it so difficult?

TRUST- Why is it so difficult for so many?

When I trust that which I cant see suddenly I will trust all of me.

Trust in God it seems for many is far easier than trust in man – I have to consider why, when we are all God creations?

Any child is immediately accepted as having the traits of his or her parents so why aren’t humans accepted by each other as all housing the traits of God – the One Father of All?

the faith  of a child

Children trust until they are taught not to!

God we cannot see, yet in God most humans say they have complete trust – and that I must trust .

Is this because we humans allow ourselves to see God only as perfection?

If we are created in God’s image then we too must house the same perfection?

And can’t perfection only be fully experienced by first meeting imperfection?

All light houses shadow – this is a constant element of life as shown my night and day.

Everything has an infinite dual flow to perfectly express its fullness.

The cycle of life is perfect but we must note that it goes downward before it goes upward.

the night and day of being

We Trust the Dark and Light aspects of Day to house each day’s Perfection …. Why then cant we Trust that Dark and Light aspects in each of us are also a perfection reflection?

We all repeatedly claw our way out of hellish –downward situations in life before we head on upward toward heavenly joyous situations and this flow or cycle is constant as long as we live.

The fact cannot be denied that we are All Children of The ONE Creator who is the EnerGy of All that is – The EnerGy that is so fast that is cannot take solid form even for a moment!

We are each simply slowed down sparks of that energy, like sparks that fly off of metal as it is being ground into its smoothness.

God doesn’t need to be ground into smoothness or perfection but humans need to distance themselves from God’s perfection in birth – or as sparks of God,  in order to see they are a part of God perfection.

I think perhaps that for humans to fully trust each other they must begin looking to the Unseen aspects of each other for they are the Pure Essence of God.

Maybe, just maybe mistrust has grown to such a great level on earth because of a human minded fear of not conforming to human expectations rather than living Soul Inspired Knowing  of God being.

Just thoughts that floated into my being and sat peacefully with me as I woke this morning.

Maybe they work for you and maybe they don’t but I feel we are all given thoughts of this type at times and that we should share them for thoughts such as these come from the Unseen aspect of the self – or in other words God for us to ponder in our hearts.

I endlessly embrace every life possibility the EnerGy of The Unseen presents to me for it keeps my zest for learning, living and loving life alive.

Namaste

Kerry Guy

in love I trust

I cannot see love, but I trust love and I can be love.

Life Building Blocks

What are life building blocks?

Life building blocks are beliefs. Everyone has there own beliefs. Not everyone lives their own beliefs!
How can this be?
This has been happening since time began when Eve believed it would be OK to take a bite of the forbidden fruit.Adam however did not believe it would be OK but took a bite anyway! And since that time someone has always been influencing another thoughts trying to align their beliefs with their own as a means to confirm their beliefs are right!

But who is to say what is right or wrong when one thought leads to another.Maybe Adam and Eve were meant to journey out of the Garden of Eden to explore the infinite possibilities of life?

We are all born with natural instincts which remain an integral part of our being throughout our lives.Our natural instincts work perfectly well to Life Buidling Blockssuccessfully guide us throughout our lives but beliefs of every kind are offered to us from the moment of birth which confuse us leading us to doubt the credibility of our natural instincts.

We hear our parents and grandparents beliefs, our educating teachers beliefs, our political leaders beliefs, our religious leaders beliefs and so on and so on. The media exposes us to its interpretation of the  beliefs of every culture arond the Globe. Internet access delivers a doorway which invites us to explore the beliefs countless races, religions, cultures, traditions, personal identities and more.

We can explore varying belief patterns everyday of our lives. But to shape and build our  lives successfully we need to discover what beliefs best suit our individual lives. How do we know what belief best suits our personal life? How do we choose beliefs that create a solid foundation for our lives?

My personal belief is that we need to build a flexible foundation, which means that we always be open minded to either extending or retracting old beliefs while continually being open to accepting new beliefs as life is ever changing. Life is a constant process of change. First we are not here – then we are here, and then we never know how long we will be here or exactly when we will not be here once again! Life has endless variables so how do we begin to choose our beliefs? How do we discern whether or not others beliefs do or don’t best suit us  to structure our lives in this ever changing experience of life? Dare we choose beliefs of our own? Do we have that right not to conform to existing traditional beliefs?

The wondre of an open mind

The more I open my mind to Life's Wonder -The less in life I stumble and blunder!

The greatest gift that was given to us all at birth was free will. The Creator made us all different to be different, not to be the same. People offer us their beliefs based on their life experiences and we should listen with open minds to their beliefs; after all they like us have free will!

Once we have heard their beliefs and have them settled in our minds we should drop them into our hearts, for our hearts filter all they hear and see through the soul and our soul is our direct link to the Creator. If an offered belief then settles us in peace we can assuredly trust that it will fit well into our floating or flexible Life Belief Foundation. This however that does not mean that it nor all of our own present beliefs will remain as a part of our belief foundation forever. Life as I have previously mentioned is a process of change and because of this our beliefs must accordingly change to best serve us in our life experience. Peace – inner personal peace I consider to be the best guide as to knowing what beliefs do and don’t sit well with each of us – even the slightest inkling of discomfort indicates to me to choose again.

What I have come to fully accept, based on my own life experiences is that when I filter any uncertainty of any kind in my life in my heart I will undoubtedly either arrive at personal peace or personal discontent – discontent I trust tells me; Choose Again!

Perhaps it would have been more fitting for me to have titled this piece ‘Desert Grains of Sand’ instead of ‘Life Building Blocks’ for a grains of sand which are God made, naturally shifts and flow with the changes of life, whereas blocks which are man-made have a sense of permanence and solidarity about them – they are not easily moved – they do not reshape as required to support new growth into better life serving ways -they do release old weary non-serving belief patterns -they are like a dog that won’t let go of a bone! One such belief is the one that war or violence will bring peace! This can never be and it is time that building brick was smashed into smithereens.

In closing I must add on the subject of the belief of the worth of violence and war that if a person holds this belief in publicly warring times that they hold it in every avenue of their life not just in times of political protest etc. It is simply that at these times they feel absolutely no shame at having a belief in violence and in fact feel quite proud that they do; some people in these times are briefly seen as heroes. But this is just a fleeting glimpse of heroism for he or she will soon be forgotten. The people who are real heroes in life are not the ‘Hitlers’ or ‘Gaddafis’ or ‘Bin Laddins’ of this world, The real heroes are the ‘Martin Luther King Jrs’ , the ‘Malcolm Xs’ the ‘Mother Thersas’ the ‘Anne Franks’s’ and the ‘Gandhi’s’ of this world! These heroes had beliefs that bloomed into Humanity Serving Attitudes and serving life and each other is what life is all about – This is what I truly believe! This is one of my most unshakeable buidling block of life! Yes we need some solid buidling blocks to shape our life foundation but we also need grains of sand.

Life is ever changing but life always is, which means that life is constant so therefore we need some solid immovable foundational building bricks together with some movable grain of sand foundational beliefs as a means to bring our life experience into perfect balance! We also need to respect all others and their right to their beliefs when they too are centered in peace with their beliefs and live their lives harmoniously and peacefully with everyone.

beliefs shape attitude

Life Beliefs Bloom into Life Attitudes

Life is presently in a huge, clearly obvious process of change. The beliefs or attitudes we each and all live with as this unstoppable increased level of change proceeds will determine how smooth or bumpy this ride of change will be for us each individually and collectively. My belief is that PEACE based attitudes which are fuelled by LOVE – which is the highest power on earth – are the most serving ones to hold at this time. Its a proven fact that Anger weakens us while Love strengthens us.

attitude cahnges everything

Our Attitude Shapes Our Life

 

 

A World at War

Childs Vision

A Childhood Nightmare

As a small child I recall being terrified of the possibility of a 3rd Word War breaking out. I had a regular nightmare of air raids with wounded enemy soldiers knocking at the door of our home for refuge equally as afraid as I was. Air raids I judged were the scariest form of war for they came unexpectedly and there seemed to be nowhere to hide from them – and for the fighter pilots too as death seemed more predictable if a plane was hit than if a foot soldier shot or a boat sunk. Yet in all my fear-filled childhood nightmares no-one ever attacked or injured me.

Childhood fears

Fear is a double edged sword

Then on top of my nightmares I was confronted with Newspaper headline that stated the 3rd world War was imminent because of problems in Cuba. As a small child this terrified me. I discovered this newspaper headline at school  – my parents never shared any disturbing news with  me which back then allowed me to envisage horrific possibilities – I was sure I was going to die a very brutal painful death and very soon.  I was convinced that there was no way I would ever get to enjoy even my teenage years before I died!

‘Yeah!’ to media sensationalism and how is can scar children – a touch of sarcasm there! And also a little ‘Yeah!’ for parents trying to shield children from the reality of life, because trust me, what a child can imagine is generally far worse and more scary than the truth!

A Seed of Fear

News reports increase fear

As I look back at those childhood memories I realize that fear was the only thing that ever hurt me or caused me any anguish or despair, and quite honestly that same truth, many ears on still applies today.  I learned very early in my life only to believe half of what I read in newspapers and I also learned that I never had to see a nightmare through to the end – that I could somehow wake myself up  and rid myself of fear knowing that I was safe and alive and ready to start a new day!

We all experience nightmares and we always will but nightmares aren’t designed to cause us fear: nightmares are designed to teach us to wake up and realize the futility of fear! Fear is the source of every war-like or terrorist act. So unless we choose to ‘wake –up’ in our day to day living in the very same way we so easily can from a sleep induced nightmare we will constantly  live in some larger than balanced degree of fear.  Consequently the more we live in fear the more we discover in life to fear and so our day to day lives can’t help but become an ever increasing hellish nightmare!

The Power of Peace

Peace Can Be – It’s Up to You & Me

As I look at the world around I seriously consider that we are now in fact living the long predicted 3rd World War that I feared so greatly as a child. Our 3rd World War is setting a war precedence in that it is not country against country war; it is much worse! The war many are presently living is one between local governing authorities and their people and another where people are fighting each other within their countries.

These types of war born of greed and a need to be right I consider to be the most hellish destructive unnecessary wars of all time. Those who choose not to wake-up from this self-created human nightmare can’t help but be destroyed in this warring atmosphere. However those who choose to wake-up will move to more peaceful unified higher ground where life will begin anew.  Planet earth will always survive but it’s up to each of us one by one to choose to survive with her or not!

Peace is My Prayer
Kerry Guy©

A Better World is at Hand

Utopia Awaits

EGYPT AWAITS NEW BIRTH

The Egyptian Revolution Effect as I See It
by Kerry Guy

Change Must Come

January 25th 2011 – A day none of us who at the time were living in Egypt will ever forget!

Is Egypt the same as she was before that memorable date? Of course not – but then again no woman once pregnant is as she was before pregnancy and nor is she ever again irrespective of whether she has a miscarriage, an abortion or a healthy delivery. Pregnancy changes lives forever!

Pregnancy doesn’t only have an effect on the pregnant female – pregnancy has an effect on every member of a pregnant woman’s family, her friends and her work environment. In fact, the biological physical and emotional changes a woman undergoes during pregnancy have an overall effect on all life around her!

Egyptians Stand One

Egyptians Stand One

I see Egypt as presently being pregnant. I consider The Revolution as the conception point of this pregnancy. In mass lusty euphoria and heated passion Egyptians impregnated Egypt with a massive spark of hope housing the potential to give birth to the fairer more honest Egypt her people so heroically sought.

All pregnancies represent hope for new life. Egypt’s conceived HOPE for new life was confirmed on February 11th – the day Hosni Mubarak stepped down. Egypt was electric with excitement that day. If one can imagine the feeling of joy and excitement of prospective parents when they receive confirmation of a long awaited pregnancy being multiplied by millions maybe, just maybe a hint of the euphoria that swept through Egypt at that time can be imagined. Yet I honestly I doubt that imagining the powerful electrical energy buzz that filtered through Egypt that evening is possible unless you were here!  That night was amazing. That night I am sure I lived the highest natural fleeting high I will ever experience in my lifetime.

Egypt's Hope

Seeds for Hopes Standing up for Hope

So Egypt is now living the pregnancy she long dreamed of but pregnancy is a delicate state. Not all pregnancies are successful and all pregnancies have good days, bad days and even life threatening days. However in patient committed loving care most pregnancies run full term and end in a healthy delivery.  Family support and understanding are vital for the soon to be mother during the happy yet precarious time of pregnancy.

Egypt now in her pregnancy requires this type of patient committed supportive loving care from all her family members. Egypt is Egyptian’s Mother Land and in this land where the priority on families, but especially mothers is so high I feel this point is an important point to stress.

Support Egypt

We Patiently Commit our Support to Egypt's New Birth

I trust a New Egypt will be born but naturally the length of Egypt’s pregnancy is undeterminable because of numerous unpredictable human factors. Egypt’s pregnancy depending on how it is supported and cared for by its family members has the possibility of being either short term or long term.

The celebratory birth of the New Egypt is undeniably in the hands of her people. Egyptians have to stand together as one patiently supporting Egypt’s pregnancy just as they proudly and patiently stood together as one to bring about the monumental transformational moment of her conception during the final days of January 2011.

Let’s hope Egypt’s family both birthed and adopted follow doctors advice as how to best patiently support their Mother Land in her time of  pregnancy in the very same way they would support and care for pregnant wife sister or mother  in their direct family.

Egypt's Freedom

We Will Live Our Dream

In closing I would simply like to add a tribute to those who bravely lost their lives during the revolution. Young men and women courageously died to bring about this conception. Let them not have died in vain. It is the duty we who are left behind to honour them by supporting Egypt’s pregnancy in the best way possible to successfully bring it to full term.

Egypt Mourns

We Honor You. Rest in Peace.

Most pregnancies begin with a state of morning sickness. Egypt’s pregnancy heartbreakingly began in a state of mourning for these incredible heroes – may not one of their names ever be forgotten and may they always rest in peace.

Revelution Hope

Egypt Awaits New Birth

 

ENERGY: The Great Unseen that powers all that is seen!

Some years back simply hearing the word ‘EnerGy’ in conversations terrorized me making me want to run from any room in which it was spoken – but of course I didn’t for that would have shown my complete ignorance of the exact meaning of ‘EnerGy’ in the context in which it was being used!

Hearing that ‘EnerGy’ word always had the same aggravating affect on me as an elusive prickle in an under garment!

Energy  Essence Heals

EnerGy is Life – No EnerGy = No Life

At that time in my life I could no more have publicly questioned a deeper meaning of ‘EnerGy’ than I could have publicly removed a prickle from my undergarment, for both acts would have brought me immense embarrassment and shame!

Many assumed ‘Enlightened Guru’ style teachers bandied the word ‘EnerGy’ around  in what I then considered to be such a superior condescending manner that I daren’t give them the satisfaction of knowing that I had no idea what they were talking about! Of course I’d heard of EnerGy – every one has! I studied physics at school and I new when I was tired that my EnerGy was depleted but they weren’t talking about EnerGy that way!

Suffering from what could only be an inferiority complex I preferred to see these Enlightened Gurus – as I sarcastically labelled them – as closed teachers; that is teachers who wanted to hold onto there secrets rather than share them enabling others to also become Enlightened Gurus! I now laugh at how in fear and low self esteem I allowed myself to believe that these wonderful teachers were being elusive about  EnerGy as they understood it. I preferred to believe they that their belief was that only ‘the chosen few’ of whom they were a part could ever hope to understand  EnerGy beyond its obvious way of being understood! Oh how the fear deludes and cripples us when we allow it to!

Energy is Life

EnerGy Eternally connects us to all that is because EnerGy Eternally is all that is!

In the presence of those more spiritually aware than myself  I felt so ignorant- so dumb! I shouldn’t have I know, because for every person who hopes to learn more in life there has to be a teacher who knows more than they do!  Teachers serve students and students serve teachers , for there would be no need for one without the other -that’ s just how it has to be and exactly how it is! And I wasn’t alone none – of us ever are in our life searches many people are always on our ‘Meaning of Life’ discovery journeys with us!

EnerGy, it seemed had to play a big part in my Meaning  of Life’ journey of exploration and that initially bothered me greatly as I couldn’t even  get a hint of a more profound understanding of EnerGy. The dictionary defines EnerGy as -a power- a force – and as vigor and this I understood perfectly through an educated conditioned belief  -but I sensed there was more, and I further sensed that even though I was intimidated by those whom I had then unkindly labelled  ‘Enlightened Gurus’, that if I remained connected with them that I couldn’t help but eventually reach a greater understanding of Life Energy – Life Power – Life Force – and Life Vigor!

EnerGy is an Eternal Life Flow

EnerGy is an Eternal Life Flow

I knew that EnerGy was real even though I couldn’t see it and then finally after staying in the light of the Enlightened ones whose EnerGy conversations no longer bothered me  I came to realise that understanding EnerGy was a vital foundational spiritual undergarment that I  should at all times be wearing! The outer layers of life which once in unawareness had irritated  my questioning spirit no longer bothered me in the same way that nylon fabric does not irritate my body when worn with a comfortable fitting prickle free undergarment

However to have disclosed back then how little I knew of ‘EnerGy’ would have then left me feeling completely naked and vulnerable! I naively assumed that admitting my lack of understanding of EnerGy would have  left me open for potential scorn and ridicule which would have devastated me as I had faced so much of that as a lonely over-weight child!

In the context I now understand EnerGy I recognise that the untreated EnerGy of childhood wounds stays with us throughout our adult life unless we then choose to deal with it. If we choose to deny the need to heal these  EnerGy wounds in adulthood then they will most assuredly accompany us in death which means instead of dying lightly and freely we die a little heavy and somewhat imprisoned!!

EnerGy Life Flow

As EnerGy Flows EnerGy Grows

EnerGy understanding was tough learning exercise for me because I had been an ‘A’ school student which primarily made it very difficult for me to ask questions as ‘A’ students generally have most of the answers! Grasping the meaning of  EnerGy to help me  learn more about life required a completely new style of learning which meant that in this learning experience that all my academic study was irrelevant ! Life I was quickly discovering was indeed multidimensional and it further seemed that the dimension I seeking to better comprehend were unseen. Trusting in the unseen I knew required faith and the word faith led me directly to the word God!

Now I saw a plausible connection between God and EnerGy! As I pondered this connection I realised that the discomfort I had experienced as an adult when in the presence of conversations where the word ‘EnerGy’ kept appearing was exactly the same type of discomfort that I had experienced as  child while being spoken to about God! 

                                            Could this be a coincidence or are God and EnerGy ONE?

God Essence

EnerGy Knows No Borders – We are All Connected God Essence Sons and Daughters

I now believe without a doubt that God and Energy are synonymous – Both are Unseen – Both source Creation -Both are Forces of Power- Both give us Vigor – Both are accessed through Faith -Both require endless exploration by we humans in order to best live our life potential – Both gift us the ability to manifest our ever life Dream  -Both are Abundant -Both are Silent- and Both are Eternal and Ever Present. Yes I now truly believe that EnerGy is the Essence of God! It wasn’t until recently when I intuitively began writing the EnerGy with a capital E and G that I decoded the message that this  was sending – The capital E and G represent the Essence of God within EnerGy!

Will I ever fully understand EnerGy? I doubt it -no more than I will ever fully understand God. But now that I understand EnerGy as the Power Force of God I am much more comforted to go with the flow of the EnerGy of Life, and  I am much more willing to be Patient and Accepting of life while Trusting completely that the EnerGy of Life will always keep me safe and on track while I’m on earth and that EnerGy will eventually fly me in my form of God Essence the source on my being!

Kerry Guy ©

The The Celestine Prophecy – the book really opened me up to better understanding EnerGy. I also thoroughly enjoyed the movie.